The IndieGoGo campaign has been launched!... And I’m a
little scared. It’s this weird combination of scared and excited and if I had
more time, I’d think about it. But in all reality, it’s just what happens when
you finally take a leap. It’s just been so long since I have.
Even when I
was filming the video for it, I wanted to vomit. I hadn’t been on camera since…
ever. Even then I was playing a
character, not being all me the whole time. Fumbling and screwing up lines – as
me! Basically, what I’m trying to say is it’s scary.
Putting
yourself out there for acceptance. Asking people to help on your own dream.
Desperately needing to cast off those thoughts of ‘why would they’, ‘why would
anyone care?’ That’s the past there, that’s the negative crap saying you aren’t
good enough. Nah, those voices were always there, I just was too bull headed to
listen. I need to remind myself of that.
Why
wouldn’t they? Why wouldn’t you? Why wouldn’t I help out? I would, I have, why
wouldn’t someone else help out me? Why wouldn’t a bunch of someone else’s?
That’s what I’m hoping for. Wait, no, I take that back – I don’t like ‘hope’,
‘hope’ pisses me off. That’s what I’m counting on. Yes, that’s better.
So that’s
it, for now. If you read this and you ask yourself ‘why would I?’, besides the
response of ‘why not?’ let me add,
because this is going to be awesome, because then you’ll be a part of
something awesome, and because you’d be helping me out and I’m not all that
bad. Join me in something scary!
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